...Altered? How do you mean?

[ Somewhere out in the ether, Ciel can take satisfaction in knowing there is at least one thing that totally baffles Sebastian and he doesn't have any good grip on. Which is to say, after a moment and a little "ah" of recognition as he realizes what it sounds like he might be asking, he elaborates: ]

You needn't say any specifics if you do not wish to. It is all a rather odd concept to me, so I am trying to wrap my head around it all, so to speak.