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Communion | OTA.

[Is it cold in here all of a sudden? No, that's just Jade's first attempt at opening a line of Communion to the people of Springstar. Instead, it ends up going out to whoever is willing to listen as she's still trying to get a handle on this method of communication.

[Her presence is like freezing saltwaters, with the scent of sea and earth.]

Blazes. It still blows my mind that you people use Psionics to talk to each other here.

[As someone who's pretty adept in Psionics herself, it should be normal, but not like this.]

Anyways, in light of the absolute shit timing of my arrival... I need an outlet. By now I think I've learned the streets of this city well enough to navigate my way around. Buuut I'm looking for some obscure, holes-in-the-wall kinda places or favorite establishments to get a drink at and relax.

Don't think I need to explain why.

Also any tips on how to procure a home would be nice. Think I'm starting to get on the nerves of some of the folks living in the barracks... thing.

[Hi Meridian. Sorry you're stuck with this natural disaster of a woman.]

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Faerghus... Ah.

[Jade says it back like she's trying to remember if she's heard of that place before, maybe saw it on the map of this world. But then she quickly figures it's probably a place specific to wherever Dimitri's from.

[After kicking off the mud from her boots at the door, Jade steps in, scanning the areas to find somewhere she can set down the box of pastries.]

Nice place. Did you get it yourself or via "services rendered"?

A little bit of both.

[ Dimitri shrugs and pulls out a seat for her and then steps into the kitchen area to start on the tea. ]

You're a newcomer, aren't you? I don't recall seeing you around before.

[Curious as she is about what "bit of both" entails, Jade can hazard a few guesses, at least. She sits down, her posture relaxed, but she'll do the more polite thing and not prop her foot on the chair or table this time.]

Yeah, I wasn't joking about my shit timing... Came juuust before bodies started dropping. Wish I could say that's a new thing for me, but I used to live in a country that was in a perpetual state of civil war for three decades, so...

[A little closer to home than she'd have liked.]

Ah. I... understand that. My own continent has just come out of five years of warfare itself.

[ He returns with a steeping pot and a pair of cups, one of which he sets in front of her. ]

It seems we all have our own troubles to concern us.

Whether it be five years or thirty, it's still too damn long. I never got involved, myself, but I'd seen how much it fucked things up. [She glances down at the cup at the table, fiddling with the handle but not picking it up until the tea is poured.] Funny thing is, the civil war ended some moons after I left, only for the bastards to declare war on the country I took refuge in.

[Actually, that's not funny. That's not funny at all. But sometimes you got to look at the absurdity of your life and wonder how the fuck that even happened.

[Stubbornness, that's how. And a bafflingly lack of foresight.]

Guess even if Meridian wins this thing, that'll be something I'm gonna have to deal with when I go back.

...I'm fortunate that my war apparently had the decency to end and not spill over into more bloody continuations. Or so it seemed before I ended up here. I'm sorry to hear of your own troubles...

[ Isn't that always the way? Some people end up with apparent bad luck. Although he supposed so many years of war is far more than simple bad luck. ]

Surely there must be a way to end all that, though.

[Jade shrugs at his expressed sympathy, clearly more blasé about her troubles than she probably should be, given the subject matter.]

Eh. Over the years, I've gotten pretty convinced that conflict is just what people do. Even when things get rough and would be easier if all just came together, there's always some assholes who think they know better than everyone else.

[She rests her chin on the table, placing her chin in her palm.]

Even here, it didn't take very long at all for the fighting to break out. No matter who wins this, it'll only be a matter of time before someone finds something else to fight over. There's never an end to shit like that.

[An eternal Cycle, much like the one she has become very familiar with.]

That may be so. But I try to hope for a better future; a better way for all of us. There must be a place somewhere, a future where we don't have to worry about fighting and war...

[ Maybe it's foolish. But it's something he deeply believes in. ]

Can't say I share that same sense of optimism. But that doesn't mean I think people shouldn't at least try.

[It's why, while she mostly agreed with Jespar's philosophies on the futility of altruism, she never tried to discourage Calia's beliefs that she can make the world better. Jade has just seen so much shit to hold much hope for a better future... but not so much so that she's resistant to the possibility of someone proving her wrong.

[In fact, she wants to be wrong. But hey, you can't get hurt if you keep your expectations low.

[Kinda.]

If none of us try, then obviously such a future will never come about. A self-fulfilling prophecy if there ever was one.

[ He laughs quietly as he settles into his seat. ]

And even if it's not, what harm is there in trying to make the world a better place?

[A self-fulling prophecy. Jade is quite familiar with those. The track they were on in her world, following the steps of those in the past who failed to save their civilizations from being wiped out, seemed like they were headed for the same fate. But even her attempts to raise questions about it were easily brushed off.

[She studies Dimitri for a moment, her one good eye squinting.]

You fancy yourself an idealist, Mysir Blaiddyd?

[See? She can say it right.]

An idealist?

[ He shrugs and starts to pour them both a cup of tea. ]

I suppose you might call it that. I simply believe in helping people. I have the power to do it - political in some cases and if not then I'm the strength of my own hands. Isn't it only natural to wish to help? To see suffering and try to alleviate it? Is that idealism?

[As he pours the tea, Jade leans back, staring at the steam rising from the hot drink.]

Y'know, things like this tea used to be a luxury I could rarely ever afford, as was having a roof over my head and a bed to sleep in. But it wasn't because I never tried to better my life, or because I didn't have any help. It was because that help wasn't enough to fix my situation. Because the world is sick, and it takes more than idealism and a bit of strength to salve a sick world.

[Such a philosophy would probably seem more befitting of someone from Zenith, of who Jade was very decidedly against. Her expression is neutral for a moment, void of the demeanor she had presented when she first knocked on the door.

[And then she smiles, taking the tea.]

But I won't pretend to have the answers. I don't think anyone does -- and those who think they do tend to act like tyrants.

[Ah, there it is. That's why she chose Meridian.]

[ Dimitri listens to that, his own expression a bit serious. He can't claim to have as hard of aofe, but... it still rings a little true to him. ]

It doe stake more. And I will never claim it's easy. That won't stop me from making my best attempt, though.

[ He lifts his cup to blow on the hot tea. ]

As for tyrants... I do not wish to have one nor do I wish to be one. Controlling the lives of people... I don't see the point in it.

Pff. Well, if it was easy, then you wouldn't have to try. That's just the way the world works. In an ideal one, aid would be accessible to everybody. But then, an idealist would prefer a reality where aid isn't necessary at all.

["Mankind wasn't meant for peace." That's what she recalled the Veiled Woman saying in one of her visions. And sure, that may be true, even if it is a hard pill to swallow -- that humanity was made for eternal conflict. These other worlds seem to be no exception.

[Jade takes her cup and drinks, mulling over Dimitri's response.]

Hm. I suppose that's good. Tyranny was a common problem in my world. [pause] Still is, really.

I think it's a problem no matter where we end up. But it's something we should strive to oppose.

[ Dimitri breathes out in a low, soft sigh. ]

People deserve a chance at a good life. Even if we can't give it to all of them.

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